What? You're telling us you're leaving the house and dont have a job and you're admitting that this money will go towards chips? Man you gotta self-exclude from the site or something, Im not judging Im worried.
I have 10k chips, but you know I want to continue the hobby. It’s literally the only fun and an avenue to meet new people now, then found a chip that I’m looking for since 2018. Struggling to find what I like/enjoy since high school, I don't remember what I did for fun (except what I liked being 6-14 year olds).
I have other stuff I’m selling on different avenues that’s used for bills and GTFO savings. That’s the Vegas LEs I don’t really mind anymore which is worth much more than these two barrels.
I had a job and always saved since 2020 after clearing out my savings, so it’s not like I’m 100% broke. I have plans to avoid that, but Engineering stress is killing me so you know a hobby is needed or else I’m not even alive now. Trust me, I ended up in ER which cost me $1,250-$3,000 after insurance, so figured having a hobby is cheaper than going crazy and end up in ER. Happened to me twice in college 2018 and 2019. They treated me like an inmate too, so I thought doing even an one thing that we like is very important.
Yeah, I no longer gamble as much as I did when I lost $25K in 2019-2020 by hating college classes and the Engineering industry a lot. My biggest problem is gambling away for nothing, buying chips will at least get me something right? So I realized spending that gambling money towards chips is a better option since 2020. People around me told me the same, better option since capital vs no capital difference.
It’s not an absolute plan, but accumulating money so I can dip when I want. More of I want to GTFO than them asking. I don't want to be an Engineer at all, or else I won't have a life and live unhealthily still. I used to like talking about tech when off-duty, but now is a literal headache like "please stop!"
Best of luck GC! The good news is that you're still in your prime and have plenty of time/life to do whatever makes you happy! Hopefully, you'll look back later and say that losing this job was a Good thing!
Yeah good thing already, I was actually happy I lost my job because I never wanted to quit on my own. Just no more pay is no good, rest were good end. I’d be more happy working at TJ Maxx with $20/h than my position I had for $25/h. I like making someone happy, and Engineering is something I can't make anyone happy...
Since I started Mechanical in 2018, my gambling losses and number of psych/therapist appointments skyrocketed. Now, much less than peak, good news I lose much much less now.
Sheesh that's brutal man, and you live in the OC?
Yeah, houses and rent are crazy as we know, so I have to find a different state to move out alone. I can never get out of my parents if I'm in OC, like it's not good for them and my future life.