First I want to acknowledge all the work you do to put these together. You are putting in the hours to build your brand, and I respect that. My thoughts are solely intended to give my perspective in the small chance it might be of some use. It’s just my $0.02 and you’ve got my number if you want to talk or vent!
I unfortunately find I am not enjoying your latest videos. I struggle to understand what your brand represents and more significantly whether I get enough enjoyment watching to invest any more of my time. In many of these recent vlogs, I’m turned off by the amount of disparaging commentary I hear. Hellmuth already owns the schtick where all opponents are idiots, all luck is bad luck, and everyone at the table is out to get you. As your opponent commented “this isn’t fun”. That comment really resonated with me, and I hope it is impactful to you as well. How did that comment make you feel as an entertainer? Your frustration comes across as whining, and I’m no longer interested in rooting for the affable guy just trying to feed his cats and support his wife’s $1k a month Hello Kitty addiction. Is your brand being “not fun”, insulting to other players, and incessantly complaining about losses? I’m glad the “yelling” is being seen as a problem that needs solving, and represents an intention to be better. I strongly suggest you write down what your brand is and change all behaviors that are not aligned with your message. I think it’s an important step that might have been missed. I’m more than happy to talk and give you my time if you would like some help, just reach out.
Keep grinding away and know that I’m rooting for you! It is my hope that you may find something of use rattling around my head. If not, that’s ok too. Hang in there my friend.