I think you need therapy, you're the guy that they told boys don't cry, and then in the lonesome dark he crys. Its okay to cry, its okay to be a chipper, I think you need to meet Bob (Robert paulson, aka Meat Loaf) from fight club. Its NOT a silly indulgence and yes they are 20 times better than
CC.
Repeat after me, "I will not devalue myself or my hobby because other people don't understand us"
Now, to repent, have a group hug at the next poker night or meetup! You are a valued member and chipping is nothing to be ashamed of!
As long as you're not starving yourself to buy chips it's okay, look at least your not a washer machine or
barf bag collector!